Characteristics of the father-daughter relationship

I'm kinda mad but not really I don't have the best relationship with my mother at all but she was able to help make sure her granddaughters eat I'm low on food and I'm still looking for a job I do receive food stamps at the time but won't have anything until next Wednesday I'm grateful my mother was able to help without down talking me for once I just want a normal relationship with my mother like everyone else but there are some things I feel my mother and I need to work on in order to make our relationship work ???‍♀️I feel like a asshole bc I haven't talked to her since I put .y daughter father our for what he did to me she's upset I didn't get him arrested bc he raped me and I'm just happy honestly he's out of my house and out of my life ?I feel better now that I got that off my chest I can go to bed and sleep peacefully I didn't tell many people bc I know what people will say I'm at peace knowing I don't have to walk on eggshells in my own home with my children