Birth of a first baby

Yesterday lost my third baby. First one was last year and was a missed miscarriage (meds were prescribed wrong and bled a nice heavy period from April until July, but that's a whole nother story). Found out I was pregnant again in November and lost that baby to a regular miscarriage the day before Thanksgiving at 5 weeks. Found out I was pregnant again a month ago and just lost the baby yesterday. Only two days after it had a very loud 100BPM HR at 6 weeks and 5 days. On Tuesday when I saw a happy baby with a heartbeat I was thrilled. Went home and started spotting heavier, had been spotting very light and normal for a few days by then. Called the Dr the next day and he told me to come in for another ultrasound just to see what was going on. Went back in after work and heartbeat was still going strong and the baby was logged up there, so even he was puzzled why I was bleeding so much. Got the ok to still fly out to Cali Thursday morning. Thursday blood stayed the same. Then yesterday morning around 4am woke up with that familiar feeling of a miscarriage, it was. Bled all day yesterday and am doing a lot better today, just like a heavy period. But anyway I am doing actually just fine with the news, considering the past year because I have learned to be excited whilst keeping my gaurd up, but at the same time it just kills me that this was my first baby with a heartbeat. Thanks for letting me vent, and for anyone going through this know you are not alone! ❤️

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